Any of you who hang out with me on Twitter or Facebook, will have seen me get a little carried away over my recent purchase: ‘I’m so excited I can’t breathe’ may ring a bell!
To you this may be just a small laptop, but to me this is a life changing event. I know, a bold statement, even for this self-confessed drama queen, but bear with me.
Over the last six months I have worked to create the right environment for my new life: my new life as a writer. But I have found that whilst I have enjoyed dedicating more of my time to writing, as a result, I have spent more time alone; and this coupled with Husband’s schedule often taking him away with work, has meant a feeling of isolation was sneaking in. I knew when I started talking to Izzy – our purple velvet dog – that it was time to make some changes.
I found I was arranging to meet friends for coffee to break up my week, which is all very lovely in a ‘lady of leisure’ kind of way, but was getting in the way of my goal of creating more time to write.
So I decided I needed to be mobile; I need to be able to be the stereotypical writer in a coffee shop. And in a weird twist of fate, I had the money to go out and treat myself to an iPad: my husband and family clubbed together for my 40th birthday in January for a weekend away for my best friend and I. Anyway, for one reason and another the trip never happened, and I had the money sitting in my bank account unspent. So I asked Husband if he would mind if I redirected the funds. And obviously, he couldn’t say no to his wife following her dreams, not without looking unsupportive anyway (nicely played me. But sorry Besty about the trip…)
With all the big decisions made (memory size, 3G or wi-fi, colour) I went off last week to buy my ‘new life’; the guy in Comet said he’d never met such an enthusiastic customer before. As I skipped out of the shop (too much?) I knew I was taking another big step forward; another step towards my reinvention.
But first, I must pay homage to the sexiness of the iPad; I am not a technology geek, but my God, I have iLust. Even at home, I can’t get enough of my new love interest – the laptop now sits neglected on the dining room table, unable to compete for my attention.
But as beautiful as it is on the outside, its real attraction to me is the inside: I am now free, free to write anywhere, anytime. I will no longer be relying on Izzy for company, I will be sitting in stylish coffee shops with other creative types, writing away.
So, yes to you it may be just a small laptop, but to me, it is the start of something; it is a commitment to a new career; it is a symbol of my confidence in my wellness; it feels, well it just feels amazing – to be out and about, in the normal world again after all this time is everything I have worked towards, so please forgive me my iLove, I can’t help it. In fact, I think I have just shed an iTear.
ALL I need now is to find lots of people who want to pay me to write – or at least enough to cover the cost of all my coffees!
This post comes to you from Cafe Contemporary Nottingham 🙂
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All you have to do is click here and leave a comment saying: ‘I vote for The Reinvention Tour because Karen is amazing!’ Or some other mad statement – it could count as your good deed for the day 🙂